Jammin' Along

Thoughtful Thursday......

2012-02-16T06:09:00.001-07:00

Thanks Em, I loved this!!!

Wordless Wednesday...

2012-02-15T19:49:00.000-07:00

A big thanks....

2012-02-09T06:39:00.001-07:00

My heart is so full this morning that I just had to take a moment to share.I am feeling so thankful and blessed for all of the little and big things that I have in my life right now.
Of coarse I am thankful for the usual things such as the roof over my head and food to eat.
But I am so blessed to have such an amazing son. He hurt his foot yesterday and when the doctor asked if we had a pair of crutches, He said " Oh, I can use my mom's. Then we won't have to spend money for any more." The doctor laughed, considering there is only a six inch height difference. Luckily he is going to be able to do without them.
I am so blessed to have such amazing friends at work. Some of them have been so patient with me as I am learning my new job. Others so patient as I have been an emotional wreck about leaving my old job. Either way, I am lucky to have a great support system.
and last of all my ward friends and sisters whom, knowing I had to rush Guido of to the hospital stepped in to take over my responsibilities during our stake activity. Thank you, I will make it up to you all somehow =c)

So beautiful, but so evil.....

2012-02-04T08:52:00.001-07:00

I hate mice. I have discovered it is because they scare me and I cannot control them. You will be sitting there wondering what the heck your looking at and then all of the sudden realize it is a mouse. Yuck!!!
So on Sunday Guido and I are sitting in Sacrament meeting, when I look up and notice one of the guys is fiddling around with his notebook a few rows ahead of us. He is looking under the seats, as is his entire family is watching him. As I am watching him, all of the sudden, a mouse comes shooting back from under the pew in front of me and I shriek and throw my feet up on Guido. My neighbor sitting across the isle asks "What?" and I tell her " A Mouse!!!" The girl behind me does the same thing but we must have scared it back towards the front.
Well everyone on the left side of the chapel, as well as on the podium, knows what is going on, the right side doesn't and thinks we are being rude. We get through the speaker. Which at this point I feel so bad for him because over half of the congregation isn't paying attention to him at all. I know as hard as I was trying to focus I was more worried about that stupid mouse.
We then have a rest hymn and the next speaker talks. She jokes about the mouse and how she is probably more nervous about seeing it surface then giving her talk. Then the next speaker is up. Young kid, from Ecuador, he starts out strong, you can feel the spirit and the message he is bringing and then a huge scream.....
from the front row of the overflow, where there sits, many of the young senior women, of our ward. They all start giggling. I look over to the main set of pews and see my neighbors son crawling under them like he is crawling under barbed-wire trying to catch the mouse. It jumps over one of the sister's bags, across the isle and heads straight under our pew.
You could tell where the mouse was the entire meeting due to the semi-silent shrieks, heads bobbing down under seats and then giggles, for the rest of the meeting; like some sort of backwards wave.It took everything I could muster just to sit in my seat and not run screaming out of the chapel. Come to find out it was not just one little field mouse it was four, that is why the thing was moving around the chapel so fast.
I felt so bad for the speakers, I went up after the meeting and apologized. They all said it was hard to keep a straight face and not bust out laughing, just watching this scene play out before them. I told them I would have traded them places any day.
Now being a mice hater and all you would think that I love cats. Well not so much. I think they are evil little creatures, who are snobby, and too smart for their own good. I read somewhere once that if you died in your house and were there for days, your cat would eat you before it starved to death. That is just evil. We have a herd, pact, or should I say Coven of these little demons at work. We have them because people feed them, which they shouldn't do, but they do. It drives me crazy. These cats are beautiful but they are mean. I hate them and they hate me. It is funny because I have never done anything to these cats but scare them off. However, they sure don't like me. They will run when they see me coming, that is all but this one. I call her Queen Sheba. Queen Sheba, will hiss at me when I walk out the door, whenever I work a late night. She sits and watches for me when I am doing my walk through of the building. She will run down the window pains following along, just her. The rest of the Coven scatter. It is like she is tormenting me, watching me, waiting to pounce. Queen Sheba is going to find her way to the pound if she doesn't knock it off. I have tried to give these cats away to my staff. I told them it was their bonus, but most of them agree they are evil. I should be nice and relocate them all up to my church so they can take care of the mice. But then I would have the evil cats hanging around my church and I do not know if I could handle being hissed at ever time I entered and exited the church.

Wordless Wednesday.....

2012-02-01T06:51:00.000-07:00

Weekly update with Jenn Jam.....

2012-01-29T10:03:00.000-07:00

Guido has a dilemma in health class. The teacher is making all of the boys do push-ups every time one of the girls stands up and puts her homework in the basket. I told him he should do one of two things. Either when he gets to class, immediately walk around and collect all of the girls assignments for them and put them in the basket or when one of the girls stands to put her assignment in the basket jump up and ask if he can take it up there for her. I think she is teaching a lesson in chivalry, sexual discrimination and the battle between the sexes. I think it would shock her if a teenage boy actually did something like that. It will be interesting to see how it plays out. His friend Calvin said they did pushups the entire semester for the same reason, so she never relents.
I had a job interview this week for a promotion at work. I had to take a timed Excel test. It was insane because they had an ergonomic mouse at the computer. You had 15 minutes to take the test and it took me 5 minutes to figure out how to use the mouse. I got through the test and felt much better when I heard the next girl in tell the person running the test, " I think the mouse doesn't work." I had a call back for a second interview.
I hate being sick. It makes me a little crazy, actually it makes me a lot crazy. One of my staff asked to borrow my building keys. Then when I went to leave for the day. I couldn't find my keys. I looked everywhere. then I had my staff looking everywhere. Then the nurse looking everywhere. No luck. I spent 30 minutes searching for them because it can be a danger if certain individuals get a hold of them I alerted the charge person. Looked for another 10 minutes and finally gave up. Telling my staff to please call if they found them. I hadn't even walked through the door at home when one of them called saying, "Don't you remember loaning them to Josh." Oh of coarse now I did!!! What a bone head. I was so glad they found them though at least I didn't have to spend the weekend worried about where they might have ended up.
I have been racking my brain for something to give my niece for he shower but just really couldn't think of anything. I finally decided to go the practical route and give her something that she needed for the wedding. She really wanted to put disposable cameras on all of the tables so that people could take candid shots during the reception. So I purchased the cameras for her. Thinking that was boring, I thought I would throw in something fun so I bought her some "Love Dice." Now here she is opening gifts in front of the Great-Grandmothers, Grandmothers, Great Aunts etc, and she comes to mine. As she opens it she says " Look, Love dice and a whole bunch of cameras." I just a bought died and explained they were not meant to be used together. =c)

Let the wedding festivities begin....

2012-01-29T09:28:00.000-07:00

Yesterday began the start of the celebrating for Miss Katie Bug and her wonderful Carson's beautiful life together. Katie's Aunt to be Natalie, held the first of her bridal showers. So much going on and so many special moments. All leading up to the day that we will get to see these two sealed together as husband and wife.

Could they be any cuter????

Wordless Wednesday....

2012-01-25T07:01:00.000-07:00

Spiritual Yoga

Happy Birthday Pappa J.....

2012-01-19T07:09:00.000-07:00

What a wonderful man you are, it shows in your great children and their beautiful families.

You deserve the greatest birthday ever.

Happy Birthday Pappa J!

We love you!!!

Happy Birthday "T"

2012-01-16T15:31:00.000-07:00

The past several months have been some of the hardest I have ever been through. I realize that they have not been as hard for me as they have been for T' but they have definitely sucked. I never imagined how much I was going to miss her even though I was able to see her each and every week. I am so glad to have her home and am so thankful for the lessons that she has taught me. She tells me all the time that she will never be able to repay me but it actually goes both ways.

I love you my dear sister and am so blessed to have you on my life.

Happy Birthday!!!

Happy Martin Luther King Day......

2012-01-16T14:39:00.000-07:00

This man had so much to say in his short time he was here on this earth. He did so much good for so many people. This quote is just one the many favorite I have.

Perfect song to welcome the Sabbath day.....

2012-01-15T08:31:00.000-07:00

When I logged into my face-book account this morning this is the first post I had.
How poignant, I knew I had to share.

I love you, Pass it on.....

2012-01-14T21:18:00.000-07:00

I am not one for making resolutions. I don't believe in them and I don't think I ever will. However there are things that I will do differently in the new year and when 2012 comes to an end I will not look back on the year with regret.
One of the best things I have done so far is to let people know how much I care about them and how much they mean to me. I spent some time this holiday season writing to many of the people that made a difference in my life. People that I don't know how I would have ever made it through without. People that have changed the course and direction of my life. However large or small they made a difference. Some of those people I really haven't "talked" to in years.
One of these people was the mother of my best friend in grade school, Helen. I happened to run into her at my cousin's funeral. I have seen her from time to time around town when we would be down visiting my grandmother. We would make small talk, idle chatter. Never anything meaningful, and I have never told her how much I appreciated all that she had done for me. So I let her know.
Interestingly, the next week, two of my childhood friends stopped by my grandmothers house. They shared with her how much they appreciated both she and my grandfather. They reminisced about the great memories we had shared and really brightened my grandmothers day.
I realized that day that I saw Helen at that funeral that I was never going to let another moment go by without telling her how much she mean to me. I was never going to let others know how much they mean to me. So when the opportunity arises I will let them know and if they don't reciprocate that is fine. I just want to show my appreciation and love for those who have made a difference to me in my life. I am no longer holding back telling people how much I love them and I am going to pass it on....

I sure hope so....

2012-01-13T20:16:00.001-07:00

“I don't want to drive up to the pearly gates in a shiny sports car, wearing beautifully, tailored clothes, my hair expertly coiffed, and with long, perfectly manicured fingernails. I want to drive up in a station wagon that has mud on the wheels from taking kids to scout camp. I want to be there with a smudge of peanut butter on my shirt from making sandwiches for a sick neighbors children. I want to be there with a little dirt under my fingernails from helping to weed someone's garden. I want to be there with children's sticky kisses on my cheeks and the tears of a friend on my shoulder. I want the Lord to know I was really here and that I really lived.”
~Marjorie Pay Hinckley -

Word of the year.....

2012-01-13T17:01:00.000-07:00

I have spent the past few weeks pondering what I would have for my word of the year this year. I never really landed on a word but a phrase that I really felt would be my guide to help me. Definitely through the next several months and for sure through out the year.
Since I have been attending group with my sister every week, one of the main lessons being taught is that you cannot handle and heal everything. That you cannot take on everyone else's problems, bad feelings, and issues as yours. That you have to learn to own what belongs to you and turn everything else back over to their rightful owner.
I have learned this year to have tremendous faith in my Heavenly Father. I believe that faith has helped me learn so much about myself and has helped me heal so much. This year I will continue to heal and everything I cannot I will....

http://www.hollylanedesigns.com

It's a girl....

2012-01-09T20:18:00.000-07:00

Saturday was such a crazy busy day, but one I wouldn't take back for anything. I was first honored to be able to host a baby shower for my cousin Torann. She is such a sweetheart and we had a great time. We had a great group of people show with all of the Great Aunts, and many cousins. She got some adorable things for her baby girl.

Then it was off to the bridal shop's to try on wedding dresses. I couldn't believe how emotional I was got just seeing beautiful Katie Bug walk out of the dressing room in a wedding dress. Although her mom isn't able to be with her during this time, I am so glad that I can be there for her and that she wants me to be. I am so excited to see her and Carson sealed together as husband and wife and to be a part of their special day. Having a son I never thought I would be spending a Saturday afternoon looking at wedding dresses but I guess I was wrong.

After 15 dresses, we never found one. So the dress hunt will continue on.

To be continued.....

Are those people real....

2011-12-31T09:35:00.000-07:00

I took Hailey and Avery to see the Nutcracker this year. It was so much fun to listen to Avery ask questions about everything. My favorite was when she asked " Aunt Jenny, Are those people real up there? " I said yes. She said, " Well then how did they get up there?" Hailey and I just laughed at her, she was so cute.

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all is calm, all is going to be just fine....

2011-12-31T09:22:00.000-07:00

What a beautiful Christmas we had this year. I picked Tina up on Friday discovering one of the major rules was she couldn't go anywhere, no stores, no movies, not even church. That meant I couldn't go to any of these places either. I freaked out just a little inside. I wasn't done with shopping. I still needed to pick up stocking stuff for everyone and groceries and I probably could just go an be a little more annoyed with all of the people out there doing all of their last minute shopping.
But it was okay....
I gave that wonderful husband of mine a list and he took care of it. He finished it all up. While I sat home and enjoyed doing not one thing but relaxing and hanging out with my sister and all of the kids.
Christmas Eve we just relaxed, watched movies, and played games....

Risk is the new house favorite.

Tina finally relaxing

Zoe was so happy to see her Mom.

Sarah, playing Santa.

Christmas morning was wonderful. We just enjoyed being together as a family.

Sarah, playing Santa again =c)

Guido, the (Burrito) monster

Rachie, Sock Monkey girl

The best presents I could have

Hailey AKA Martha Stewart

Silly Girls

The cute couple

Intently listening to the engagement story

Aunt Jenny and Cohen

The Grand-kids

Mike and Britt

Utter Chaos

So sweet

Nothing like a good box

It was a beautiful weekend. We had a great time, made such fun memories. I hope that everyone else had a fabulous weekend as well.

Somebody is getting married...

2011-12-24T17:54:00.001-07:00

Congratulation's to Carson and Katie Bug...

We love you both!!!

The thinning line....

2011-12-16T20:10:00.000-07:00

Due to my recent injury I am a lot loopy so I thought I would post an old Christmas favorite.
Originally Posted December 8th, 2008.
I absolutely love Bill Engvall and nothing makes me laugh harder then listening to him do his"Here's Your Sign" bit. Recently I came across my own sign.

Clause to this blog post: This is my opinion and only my opinion, anything I say should not now nor should it ever be held against me in the future, as this is my opinion (: And to any of my friends and family whom may own these beauties, I still love you regardless of your choice of lawn decor.
That being said. The only thing that annoys me more then Christmas Carols being played on Halloween is those ugly blowup lawn displays in such designs as The Grinch, Santa Mickey, Snowmen and what I thought was the worst the Snow Globe with the penguins riding motorcycles in it.
Now I realize that everyone has there own taste before we had these horrible blow up things, we had the lovely outlined in lights displays such as this one. Which have a their own spot on my irritation scale. But nothing instills the urge to commit felony vandalism in me then those blow up eye soars. I would love to take Guido's bow and arrows with some Merry Christmas notes tied to the arrows and take a choice few of them out.

However, in the true Spirit of Christmas I control myself.

Christmas is over commercialized. I am sure I don't have to tell you that as you have all seen it yourselves. The stores with the Christmas isles taking over before Halloween. The toy companies all trying to plug the bigger and better toy, yada yada yada. There still seemed to be some separation even if it was ever so slight between the true reason for Christmas, the celebration of the birth of Jesus Christ and the story of Santa Claus and all of the commercialism that comes with him. Ever year the line between these two things seemed to be getting thinner and thinner. This year I think that line has finally been crossed.
Why you may ask? Well,

Here is your sign!!!

If I ever actually saw one of these on someones lawn it very well could drive me to pull out Guido's bow and arrows (:
This is one nativity I will not be collecting.

It's beggining to look alot like Christmas.....

2011-12-13T09:41:00.000-07:00

I promised I would post some pictures from around the house so here they are. Since we have hide away shelves in the garage, that I can't reach, I have to be very patient with Eric as I ask him to get the many bins down to get everything out and then get the bins returned until they are ready to put everything up. He has been good about me saying, I can't find this or that can you find me this bin. I am still missing a few things but that goes with the joys of moving.
Anyway, our halls our decked and we are ready to celebrate this joyous Holiday season.....

Daisy's favorite spot

A friend of mine made that tile last year for me and our Charlie Brown Christmas Tree

The Tree

The front hall

My cookie jars...now I just need to get baking, or I guess I could just buy some cookies and pretend I made them.

Singing, dancing, and talking toys.

When Eric and I first got married I began to collect Nativities. I have purchased or been given one every year we have been married.

From Germany

Little Elvish Nativity


I got this at the Festival of the Trees

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Stained Glass

Celtic Nativity

Crystal Nativity

Nativity from Africa

The Newest Addition- The Peanuts crew, under the Charlie Brown tree

My First Nativity

My Gingerbread Nativity

We are looking forward to family time and lots of wonderful memories. That truly is what it is all about.

The Big Jesus and the little land plus a whole bunch of tradition.......

2011-12-12T21:44:00.000-07:00

This weekend was one of those back to back fun filled, family filled weekends. My sister's children and both of my brother's children came to stay for the weekend. We started with Friday going to Temple Square to see the lights.We decided to take Trax down so we didn't have to deal with the parking. The kids enjoyed the train ride and Eric and I laughed at all of the people giving us weird looks having nine children in tow.

Waiting for the train

Pretty Girls

Cute kiddos

The "big" Jesus, as Lorin said. She wanted to see the big Jesus and the little land.

The entire crew.

Me and my boys.

The next morning I took T's kids up for a visit. It was so nice to visit her and be able to "talk" without having to be in group. I cannot wait for her to be home. I miss being able to just pick up the phone and chat. She is doing very well, actually amazing.
Our next event was the "Jamo's Annual Gingerbread House building event." We had new guest this year with my cousin Mitzi, her daughter, Torann, and her daughter, Mikel. They had a wonderful time. It was so much fun since it was their first time ever making houses.

Mitzi and her cute outhouse.

Aunt Jenny and Link's

Guido and his masterpiece

Mikey the little artist

Sweet Ave

Sarah Bear

Rachie

Lorin

Mikel

Kenya

Tiko

Sunday evening we went to Eric's sisters house for a traditional Polish Christmas dinner. With all of the classic dishes including homemade Cream of Mushroom soup, Pirogi, Fish,and stuffed mushrooms. The best was my Brother-in-law John brought Sledzie, which is pickled herring. It is something that is an acquired taste, I myself actually enjoy it. He told each of his children he would pay them each $1.00 to eat a piece. Keygan at his, Chloe ate hers and then she even came back for a second one (She has some taste that girl.) Then even little Kyler wanted a piece and he chowed it like candy. What cute kids they are.
I also was able to give Chloe a special bracelet that I give to each of my nieces when they have been baptized. Since we were not able to attend her baptism I still wanted her to have one and wanted her to know how much she was loved by her Uncle Eric and I. I asked my Mother-in-Law what she thought about me giving it to her and she agreed that I should. I told Chloe how sorry we were that we weren't able to make it to her special day and that we would have been there had we could. I let her know how proud we were that she had chose to become a member of the church and that I loved her so very much.
Overall it was a great evening, great food, and great company.
What a wonderfully busy weekend. One of those that although I was completely exhausted come Monday morning. I wouldn't take it back for anything.

Oh Holiday Tree, Oh Holiday Tree.....

2011-12-09T07:58:00.000-07:00

I have had more then one person talk about keeping Christ in Christmas. Posting on facebook about how Obama had put forth an order removing anything "Christ " oriented from Christmas and officially stating that there will be no more Christmas tree. From this day forward it shall refer to it as a "Holiday" tree and all decorations depicting any images of Christ will be removed. Well,In the article I read dismissing said order being handed down from Obama, it talked about how the First Lady actually has a beautiful Nativity that is placed beneath one of their Christmas not (holiday) trees.
I find it perfectly normal to refer to the Holiday season as just that and I will say happy holidays versus Merry Christmas. The Holiday Season encompasses just what it says "The Holiday Season" which includes, Thanksgiving, Winter Solstice, St, Nicholas Day, Chanukah, Kwanza, Christmas and celebrating the coming of the new year. Now some of those holidays are only christian holidays and some are not.
In the early days of the south, they would celebrate what was called "The Season." It would begin with a parade on Thanksgiving and actually culminate on New Years Eve with a great Ball. All holidays being part of that Season.
I myself have a strong belief that Jesus Christ be the center if Christmas. But I am also friends with others who celebrate many other holidays during the Holiday Season. So when I am saying Happy Holiday's to people, it is not because I am trying to take Christ out of Christmas. Actually, far from it. It is because I am also wishing my fellow brothers and sisters of this world, christian or not, a Happy Holiday season. Is that not what Christ would do or would he leave them out saying you are not Christian therefor we shall not celebrate nor recognize your customs or holidays?I think not.

Thought for the day......

2011-12-05T22:01:00.000-07:00

Not to me either....

A Gift to the World.....

2011-12-04T19:57:00.000-07:00

Weekly Update with Jenn Jam....

2011-12-03T11:29:00.000-07:00

Black Friday or should we say Black Thursday was quite eventful. I never thought I would have to use my restraint skills from work while shopping but my goodness did they come in handy. It is sad to say that this year I have seen the lowest of the low in the human species. I walked or should I say limped away with two broken toes. I saw a pre-teen boy punch a grown woman and then steal her blue-ray, while his mother cheered him on. It was all shocking.
But then I saw him....

I wasn't hallucinating, I wasn't on drugs. There walking into the store, was the cutest young man. All dressed up in a "Buddy, the Elf" costume. I walked up to him. smiled and told him how much I loved it. I was so sad that my phone was dead or I would have snapped a picture. What a cute kid and a great personality. He said he just wanted to get some laughs and smiles out of people.
I had to say goodbye to one of my cousins this week. She had enough of this life and could bear no more. It is so sad for the three little ones that she left behind. However, they have so many people that love them and want to care for them, they are in good hands and she is not hurting any more.
I got to speak to my sister this week. It was so nice to be able to talk with her. That is something that I have missed so much. We normally talked on the phone almost every day. So not having talked with her for three weeks has been hard. Even at group we are not allowed to "talk" so it is hard. We were able to chit-chat. Even if it was only for 10 minutes it was great. I miss her and can't wait to have her home and healthy and back to herself.
My sister-in-law called and said that her trampoline had blown away during the giant wind storm going on up North. She found it today....four yards away. All four of my friends fences blew down, and my niece couldn't get to work because there was a huge pine tree laying in front of her car. All they could do was sit and watch. It's amazing how small we all are in comparison to Mother Nature.
Christmas has come to the Jamo's home it just hasn't found its way out of the boxes yet. I better get on it we have our annual Gingerbread house decorating next week. Pictures to be posted soon...watch for updates =c)

A little reminder....

2011-11-27T18:34:00.000-07:00

A woman who was out Christmas shopping with her two children. After many hours of looking at row after row of toys and everything else imaginable; and after hours of hearing both her children asking for everything they saw on those many shelves, she finally made it to the elevator with her two kids. She was feeling what so many of us feel during the holiday season time of the year.Overwhelming pressure to go to every party, every housewarming, taste all the holiday food and treats, getting that perfect gift for every single person on our shopping list, making sure we don't forget anyone on our card list, and the pressure of making sure we respond to everyone who sent us a card. Finally the elevator doors opened and there was already a crowd in the car. She pushed her way into the car and dragged her two kids in with her and all the bags of stuff. When the doors closed she couldn't take it anymore and stated, "Whoever started this whole Christmas thing should be found, strung up and shot." From the back of the car everyone heard a quiet calm voice respond, "Don't worry we already crucified Him." For the rest of the trip down the elevator it was so quiet you could have heard a pin drop. Don't forget this year to keep the One who started this whole Christmas thing in your every thought, deed, purchase, and word. If we all did it, just think of how different this whole world would be.

I hope they call me on a mission....

2011-11-20T20:25:00.001-07:00

Today we were told by the stake presidency that numbers rivaled that of stake conference. The young women and men in our ward went out like a great army to share the words of the gospel in a real world experience. As I dropped Guido off, I was so excited for him to begin this experience and I couldn't wait to see what our day would bring as well.

Ready to Serve

Our first set of missionaries were to come for lunch and then teach a discussion.They were wonderful and polite young men.They read most of the lesson out of the manual but both had a testimony.
Once they left we waited for the knock on the door for our next group of young men.This set of young men we were supposed to turn away. However, when they showed up they were actually the third group. Which were supposed to be a cold call but we were to allow them in the home and listen to the lesson. So after they gave their introduction, I told them I wasn't interested. Then I looked at their chaperone who signaled to me that they were the third group. So I asked the boys "Tell me why I should let you in my home?" Then one boy said, "Wouldn't you like your family to be together forever? We can tell you how to make that possible." I said, "Okay, come on in." The second we did introductions there was something different. I realized that one of these young boys had a disability. That didn't stop him at all, the lesson they gave was amazing. He didn't use his manual at all, he spoke from the heart, and the spirit was strong.
It was such an incredible experience. As we went to pick Guido up it was as we were in the presence of greatness. Guido talked and talked about his experience with such excitement. I was so proud to know that he was so edified by it and is looking forward to being a ready missionary each and every day, until that day he is called to serve.

Welcome back T......

2011-11-17T21:49:00.001-07:00

Today I learned how strong I have become and how much others draw from my strength. During group we are asked how we are feeling and what we are thankful for. When my sister said she was thankful for me and the strength I have given to support her, I was so proud of her. She has struggled so much in the past few years and for her to even be able to say that to me, let alone in front of a group of thirty people was pretty amazing. I have seen her change in the past few weeks. She is getting stronger and more stable each week and as she begins to open up she is letting out all she has been keeping in for so long. I see a light returning to her eyes, that light I remember.
I have questioned why I have gone through the trials I did in my life and how I have been able to process them. I know now that Heavenly Father gave me that strength so I could be there to support my sister and her family through this trial and difficult time in their lives. I know that when it is all over I will have my sister back and that is worth any amount of pain I have had to go through.

Wordless Wednesday.....

2011-11-16T21:37:00.000-07:00

Peoria, Illinois....

2011-11-13T22:06:00.000-07:00

That's where Guido will be headed for his mission next week. When we drop him off at the "MTC" he is headed to Illinois. It has been a long few months preparing to get ready to go and tonight was the culmination of it all.
Tonight as we filed into the Stake center for a fireside it was amazing to just feel the strength that was in that room. The chapel was overflowed and the gym was filled to capacity. To see all of those youth there, so excited to be taking part in this experience. The testimonies shared by our stake leaders and then beautiful words from President Monson made the evening so very special. It is such a testimony building experience for all of us and I am so thankful to be able to share this with my son.

32 minutes.....

2011-11-12T19:19:00.000-07:00

That is all it took for my frequent visitor to be back on my blog once I un-privatized it. I just wanted to share with her that if she is searching for some sort of drama she can stop, she is not going to find it here. Stop stuffing the hatred. Watch the video I posted on my previous post. Let things go, it's time for her to heal. It must have been horrible all of these weeks she has been sitting, watching and waiting for me to open my blog once again.
I hated having my blog private and will never go that route again. Welcome back to all...I missed those of you who didn't visit while I was away.

Always there when I need it.....

2011-11-12T16:32:00.000-07:00

Oh how I needed to hear this talk so much today. I was speaking with my mother-in-law and learned that we had once again been left out of a family gathering, a pretty important one at that.It hurt my heart so badly but then, there, posted on my facebook wall was this talk from President Hinckley.This talk helped me through once before and it helped my through today. I am so very thankful for such tender mercies sent my way.

Happy Halloween.....

2011-10-31T23:38:00.001-06:00

I love Halloween and am so glad that although Guido is getting older he is still willing to celebrate. I hope he always will. I guess if he is anything like his mom we have nothing to worry about.

"Phil, the Zombie apocalypse survivor"

The Three Amigos - Guido"Phil", Calvin "The Nerd", and Malcolm "GI Joe"

and a extra special shout-out to our nephew Kyler. We hope you had the happiest of birthdays. We love you!!!

Dracula....

2011-10-30T13:25:00.001-06:00

In all the many years I have been going to the ballet I have never had Eric show any interest in going, until last year. At the end of last season I told him they were going to open the season with "Dracula" and he said he wanted to go. So that he did, it was so much fun. Guido said he enjoyed the music much more then the dancing but I am glad they still had a good time. It was a nice date night with the boys.

Me and my guys

The wives and the kids.

Witches Night Out....

2011-10-17T15:05:00.001-06:00

This year my niece Rachie wanted to take four of her friends and go to Gardner Village for the Witchapaloza festival. My sister asked if I could please go to help keep her sanity and I was more then happy to oblige. I dressed Guido up in Warlock garb and dragged him along. Amazingly, as you can tell by the pictures he had a pretty good time. It was so much fun and a good segway to get you in the Halloween spirit.

I loved this!!!

Hula Witch

Most of the crew

Guido and the girls

Me and my little warlock

Extreme or not here we go....

2011-10-09T21:04:00.000-06:00

I have watched probably every episode of TLC's "Extreme Coupon's" show. and loved it. I have told Eric over and over, okay I am doing it. I am going to get the paper and start saving us money, lots of it.Why not everyone else does. He is on board with it and is ready to get going. Last week we finally did it. After having a couponing class at church, talking with a few friends at work, and several on the internet and getting 20 containers of yogurt(Yo-plait mind you) for $5.00 I am sold. I realized that is I can just get it organized and get a good system down I will be ready to go. I am excited to see how much I can save and will keep you posted.

Bring it on.....

2011-10-07T20:03:00.000-06:00

As the weather begins to change I have started to worry about how I am going to stay motivated with working out. It seems like the colder it gets the less I want to get out there and exercise in it. Luckily, I now have a great motivator. We are having a "Biggest Loser" competition at work. I was so excited to hear about it. Not only are they going to have team prizes but individual ones as well. I can't wait to get going. Nothing like a little competition, a little teamwork, and a big old prize to get you motivated.

He put a ding in the universe.....

2011-10-07T07:54:00.000-06:00

REST IN PEACE

Thought of the day.....

2011-10-06T07:22:00.002-06:00

Thanks Sue

What if.....

2011-10-05T00:02:00.001-06:00

Famillies CAN Be Together Forever.....

2011-10-02T11:25:00.000-06:00

This was the most beautiful choir I have ever seen. What peace and innocence. It gave me chills to listen to their beautiful voices. Hearing them sing this song was a testimony in itself. To see more about The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints visit us HERE

Sign of the times.....

2011-10-01T19:34:00.000-06:00

♬♪ We Listen to a Prophet's Voice ♫♭

2011-10-01T10:22:00.000-06:00

This weekend my church, The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints, hold our Semi-Annual General conference. It is a wonderful opportunity to learn more about what we believe about. Join us at LDS.org
to listen to the words of our prophet and the leaders of our church.

We may not have much but we do have wonderful memories.....

2011-10-01T00:01:00.002-06:00

I didn't want today to go by without telling you how much I love you. How proud I am of you and the wonderful wife and mother you have become. You have done an amazing job, overcome some huge obstacles and are an amazing woman. Laura, I wish for you a very happy birthday and many happy and healthy years ahead.

We love you always!!!

The Cougar Happy Meal....

2011-09-30T00:01:00.001-06:00

Thanks Christopher Brookes

More Facebook truths....

2011-09-29T21:11:00.000-06:00

Precious gifts....

2011-09-29T20:28:00.002-06:00

I think when you hit any milestone birthday you always think back and analyze yourself and your life. With the higher those numbers getting the more you begin to judge and criticize. However, as I was sitting in our annual Fall conference at work the following questions were asked of us; How will you be remember? What will people say about you when you are gone? We were asked to answer on behalf of the ourselves and then the others in the group. I was in tears when they were done reading the comments about me.
Since I needed to be at work yesterday and had no reason to just take the day off, what an amazing way to spend the day. What a gift to receive!!! I loved knowing that my co-workers thought I was genuine, sweet, compassionate just to say a few. That they were just appreciative to have me in their presence.
I thought of those questions and thought about what I have done in my life and how I will be remembered if I were to leave this earth today. I can say that I have a family that I love dearly.I have a smart and handsome son, who is an amazing influence on me. I have a wonderful husband who loves and supports me no matter what. My friends, what can I say except that they are angels put on this earth to hold me up and last of all my job. I can't even call it a job. It is my life energy, and the fact that I have spent most of my adult life support such special spirits is a gift in itself. I couldn't ask to be blessed more.
So when I look back over my life. There are things I would change and things I wouldn't. I think I could say that each and every day I have tried my best to make sure I have made a difference in someone's life. I am very proud of that and glad I made that decision so long ago not to take that path I initially chose.Had I done so I would never have met and created the relationships I have over the years. They most precious gifts I could ever wish for!!!

Set yourself free...

2011-09-28T00:01:00.006-06:00

Thanks Mary Adams

I don't think so......

2011-09-26T07:45:00.000-06:00

I Am a Child of God....the new verse

2011-09-25T20:18:00.000-06:00

A few months ago members were asked to write new versus to

"I Am a Child of God."

Here is one of those versus.

Beautiful just beautiful!!!

Family full weekends.....

2011-09-25T10:05:00.000-06:00

I love weekends that are filled full of family fun. I left work early on Friday and it was back to back activities filled with family, good times and memories. That is what it is all about isn't it.

Gotta love Chris Jr....

Another award winning performance

Hailey getting ready to fly

Beautiful Mountains of Ogden.

Tiko after scoring the winning goal!!!

Tiko and Aunt Jenny

Cousins

Happy, Happy Birthday!!!

2011-09-25T00:01:00.002-06:00

Wow!!! for my 500th post I get to wish a very Happy Birthday to the Best Sister wife a girl could ever have....
Ane and I have been friends since we were 15 years old. Which basically means we have known one another for more then half our lives. Very few people have a good friend like that, I just happen to be lucky. Although she is not longer just a friend but part of the family.

Happy Birthday Ane!!!

Love you!!!

Thought for the day.....

2011-09-22T06:54:00.001-06:00


Thanks I luv to run

Today I am thankful for my health.

That I am able to get up and out each and everyday and exercise

and whether I do a 14 minute mile or a 4 minute mile it doesn't matter.

What does matter is that I do it and it makes me feel amazing!!!

Words of Truth....

2011-09-21T20:43:00.004-06:00

This is just funny....

2011-09-19T21:25:00.000-06:00

Thanks for the pic...Fox 13

SORRY BYU BUT THAT IS A CLASSIC!!!

and to the guy threatening to boycott ARBY's.

SO????

Get a life and get over it

It's just a game!!!!

Happy Birthday!!!

2011-09-19T08:03:00.001-06:00

Today is my sweet niece Kelley's birthday. Since she lives out of the state I haven't had the opportunity to spend alot of time with her. So while she was here this summer I was so happy to be able to just spend some time talking with her about the things she likes and her interests. She and I have a common interest with our love of photography and spent some time talking about it.I hope someday we can get together and take some fabulous pictures. She has an amazing eye and incredible talent.

Happy Birthday Miss Kelley...

We Love You!!!

Called to Serve.....

2011-09-18T19:54:00.000-06:00

Our Stake is having a mini-Mission over the next several months for the young adults in our area. I am so excited for the young men and women in our ward to be able to have this wonderful opportunity. Each "Missionary" will walk through all of the steps that a missionary does from submitting their papers, to getting the call, to preparing each step of the way until they leave on their missions in November. I am excited for Guido to have this opportunity and cannot wait to support him each step of the way. I am so proud of him and his willingness to participate in this special lesson. He is looking forward to going on this mission now so I can't wait to see him in 4 more years.

Wordless Wednesday....

2011-09-14T07:39:00.000-06:00

In honor of President Uchtdorf.......

2011-09-14T07:16:00.000-06:00

What's Your Happily Ever After???

Thought of the day.....

2011-09-13T08:00:00.001-06:00

Thank you all for being a very important and much needed part of my life. May life give you as many blessings as each of you has given me.

This is the text I woke up to from my baby brother this morning. How could one ask for a better greeting to the day???I am so thankful that I have such wonderful people in my life.

When the World Stopped Turning: A 9/11 tribute

2011-09-11T21:52:00.001-06:00

We will never forget!!!

Rising Above 9/11...

2011-09-10T21:33:00.000-06:00

On the evening of September 11, 2001, the Choir and Orchestra had planned to perform for a group of financial executives gathered in Salt Lake City for a conference. That concert was quickly shifted from the prepared repertoire to a tribute to those who had lost their lives at the hands of terrorists that day.It is fitting that 10 years later the Mormon Tabernacle Choir again be able to pay tribute....

This tribute will be able to be viewed at the North Temple Visitors Center Theater at Salt Lake City's Temple Square, on Sunday September 11th at 9:30am. and 10:30am. You can also visit Music and the Spoken Words link for broadcast times in your area.

On Faith...

2011-09-10T08:34:00.001-06:00

~By Thomas S Monson
9/11 destruction allowed us to spiritually rebuild...
The calamity of September 11th, 2001 has cast a long shadow. Ten years later, many of us are still haunted by its terrible tragedy of lost lives and broken hearts. It is an episode of anguish that has become a defining moment in the history of the American nation and the world. This week, the Mormon Tabernacle Choir, along with Tom Brokaw, will pay its own homage to the unforgettable events of September 11, 2001.
There was, as many have noted, a remarkable surge of faith following the tragedy. People across the United States rediscovered the need for God and turned to Him for solace and understanding. Comfortable times were shattered. We felt the great unsteadiness of life and reached for the great steadiness of our Father in Heaven. And, as ever, we found it. Americans of all faiths came together in a remarkable way.
Sadly, it seems that much of that renewal of faith has waned in the years that have followed. Healing has come with time, but so has indifference. We forget how vulnerable and sorrowful we felt. Our sorrow moved us to remember the deep purposes of our lives. The darkness of our despair brought us a moment of enlightenment. But we are forgetful. When the depth of grief has passed, its lessons often pass from our minds and hearts as well.
Our Father’s commitment to us, His children, is unwavering. Indeed He softens the winters of our lives, but He also brightens our summers. Whether it is the best of times or the worst, He is with us. He has promised us that this will never change.
But we are less faithful than He is. By nature we are vain, frail, and foolish. We sometimes neglect God. Sometimes we fail to keep the commandments that He gives us to make us happy. Sometimes we fail to commune with Him in prayer. Sometimes we forget to succor the poor and the downtrodden who are also His children. And our forgetfulness is very much to our detriment.
If there is a spiritual lesson to be learned from our experience of that fateful day, it may be that we owe to God the same faithfulness that He gives to us. We should strive for steadiness, and for a commitment to God that does not ebb and flow with the years or the crises of our lives. It should not require tragedy for us to remember Him, and we should not be compelled to humility before giving Him our faith and trust. We too should be with Him in every season.
The way to be with God in every season is to strive to be near Him every week and each day. We truly “need Him every hour,” not just in hours of devastation. We must speak to Him, listen to Him, and serve Him. If we wish to serve Him, we should serve our fellow men. We will mourn the lives we lose, but we should also fix the lives that can be mended and heal the hearts that may yet be healed.
It is constancy that God would have from us. Tragedies are not merely opportunities to give Him a fleeting thought, or for momentary insight to His plan for our happiness. Destruction allows us to rebuild our lives in the way He teaches us, and to become something different than we were. We can make Him the center of our thoughts and His Son, Jesus Christ, the pattern for our behavior. We may not only find faith in God in our sorrow. We may also become faithful to Him in times of calm.
~Thomas S. Monson is president of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints.
Posted in the Washington Post, 9.9.11

Happy Birthday Chloe!!!!

2011-09-08T00:01:00.005-06:00

Today is my sweet niece Chloe's birthday. I loved being able to spend time with her over the past several weeks and getting to know her once again. She is so funny and I enjoyed the moments we were able to share.

I hope you know how much we love you...

Happy Birthday!!!

An Open Apology.....

2011-09-07T19:42:00.001-06:00

I wanted to take a moment to write to all of you out there. To those of you who laugh with us, and cry with us. To those who come to celebrate life's achievements and watch us grown(and shrink). I have not been fair to those of you who have been here just because and I am sorry.
Over the past few weeks I have struggled with this "visitor" on my blog who not only has been frequenting here each and everyday. They have also been doing some weird things over on facebook. I believe to try and justify their own behavior. Initially I didn't want to block them because they are family and I didn't want to do that. But I have begun to think otherwise. So I cut them off. Blocked...Done...Game Over as I said in my last post.
As for my blog, I want to apologize for dragging you along in this drama. With the click of the blocked button I re-dedicated myself to getting back to what my blog once was. About me, my wonderful boys, my great family and friends, and all the goings on in this fabulous thing I call my life.....

Oh, and let us not forget maybe a few laughs

Cheetos and Strawberries...Yum oh Yuck!!!

Wordless Wednesday....

2011-09-07T06:59:00.000-06:00

It's in the air.....

2011-09-05T21:36:00.000-06:00

Fall that is...

My favorite time of year.

I love the crispness in the air.

I love sweaters and sitting by the fire.

I love picking apples and raking leaves

and I love Halloween.

But then I think of winter

and then I love that there is only 197 days until spring....

What's a girl to do???

2011-09-02T22:58:00.000-06:00

When I saw the following toys, it made me so blessed to have a BOY.....

No gender neutral colors here and it says right on the box. This job is for GIRLS ONLY!!!

Enough to make any parent proud!!!

So your daughter can learn from an modest role model, one that has style and is interesting.

Really though,

Who the heck buys this stuff???

Please tell me I want to meet them.

I want to just sit down and have a little chat with them, get to know them

and possibly .....

SMACK THEM UPSIDE THE HEAD!!!

Officer Mikey.....

2011-08-31T21:33:00.000-06:00

After almost a year of hard work, many hours, and several pounds my little brother graduated from the Law Enforcement Academy. It was a wonderful ceremony. It is a tradition that if a cadet has a family member that is a member of the police force they present them with their diploma. So it was an honor for Michael to have one of his best childhood friend come and present this to him.

Pledging the Ethics Oath to family and friends

The entire class

James and Mike

I couldn't be prouder of you.

Although you thought it would never happen,you finally made it through.

Congratulations Baby Brother!!!!

Happy Birthday Little Sister....

2011-08-28T21:59:00.000-06:00

Fourth of July

Ave and her friend Daisy

At the Ballet

Today at the party...

Out of all of my nieces, I get to enjoy spending time with Ave the most because she lives the closest. I enjoy the friendship we have been able to develop, we have so much fun together. She is such a sweetheart and I am so blessed to be able to be part of her life.

Happy Birthday Sweet Girl.

Love you!!!

Mother Teresa, I'm not......

2011-08-27T06:13:00.001-06:00

A friend of mine posted an essay to her facebook wall that she had written in school about people who where an inspiration to her. So as I began to read it I was expecting to see the usual names Gandhi, Jesus, Mother Teresa, Prophets of the church. You know, for some reason I was expecting to see the people who inspire me. But when I read a little intro and then saw the line "The person who has been the most influential in my life is Jenn Jam." I about died. Of coarse, she mentioned many of these other people but then she mentioned me. After reading the entire story I was in tears.
Years ago when this employee worked for me I had to terminate her for some pretty poor choices she made on her part. Later in life we met up again and she was working for the same company. We became close friends. I never once held against her the transgressions of that first mistake that she made. She was able to grow and become quiet strong and confident, holding a very prominent position within the company. With the economy the way it was when we both lost our jobs she and I lost touch but when we reunited. I found that she was raising her children on her own and was just finished with school. She said it was advice from me. I had told her always she could be "Whomever she wanted to be,she just needed to make it happen."
She did make those things happen. She never gave up. Yet she says I inspired her, she said had I held against her those initial transgressions when we reunited again for the first time she would never have never learned so much from me. She would never learned to become strong and confident. She would have never learned how to "Just make it happen."
I was so humbled by this story and am so blessed to have this friend in my life. I am very proud to see how far she has come in her life and am glad I could be a part of it.

A picture IS worth a thousand words.....

2011-08-26T21:29:00.002-06:00

There was a time in my life when I never would allow a picture to be taken of me. I would avoid it, because I was ashamed of myself and who I thought I was.I was walking in the store yesterday when I noticed a clerk was taking pictures of his LEGO display. I stopped so he could finish and he said " No, I need a model will you pose for a picture." I laughed and said,"No" He said, "Pretty please." So I gave in.
I would have never done that. Say, two or three years ago. Around that time Guido asked me why I was not in any pictures with him.Yes, we have family pictures. But no candid "Life" shots. At that point I decided I was no longer going to hide. I didn't care what my weight was. It is what it is. I want my son to have pictures to show his children and his grandchildren of his mother.
My niece was playing with my phone two weeks ago and I was showing her how to use the camera.I had pointed it at her mother, when she said, "Don't do that my mother doesn't like us to take her picture." Then again last weekend when my sister-in-law was going to take some candid family shots the same (mom) said "We aren't going to take any pictures this weekend."It made me so sad but I spoke up and said I wanted to make sure to get a picture of all of my husbands siblings with their parents. Luckily, both of my husbands sisters agreed and we took pictures. I have learned my lesson and realize that no matter what the situation be.....

Whether I have just finished a 5K

or hiked 5 miles down a canyon

Been 140 pounds heavier

been in love

or just been having fun!!!

I will never ever miss the opportunity to capture a picture, another moment, or another precious memory.

A beautiful day for a beautiful lady.....

2011-08-22T18:55:00.001-06:00

Yesterday we were able to spend the day celebrating my Mother-in-laws birthday. It was a wonderful day and we had a great time. I especially enjoyed being able to sit listen to the stories my Mother and Father-in-law had to tell. How priceless those stories are and how they will be treasured always. I am so thankful that we were able to participate in this wonderful celebration.May there be many more to come.

Guido and Grandma Rose


The Jamalkowski's

My cute family with Grandma and Grandpa

Papa J and Grandma Rose

Families Can Be Together Forever

2011-08-21T07:34:00.000-06:00

Just a little reminder I needed today,I hope you enjoy it again as well.....

Sorry love....

2011-08-20T18:19:00.000-06:00

I just realized that although we celebrated our anniversary last Saturday I didn't post anything about it. What can I say about my dear sweet husband. He has stood by me at times he should have just walked away. He has helped me so much through these past several years and has helped me through thick and thinner...(A picture is literally worth a thousand words)

July 2009

Last weekend- Aug 2011

I have to thank you my love for everything that you have given to me and have done for me. I love you more then words can ever say.

Happy anniversary to the best husband in the world.

Love you Pookie!!!

Happy Birthday....

2011-08-19T07:30:00.006-06:00

I couldn't think of anything better to give you for your birthday. But my heart is heavy with joy when I think we were finally able to give you....

THIS

and this

and especially this!!!!

Happy Birthday Grandma Rose....We hope this one will be the best one yet!!!

Love Always, Eric, Jenn and Guido

Heavenly Father's Tree Trimming Service.....

2011-08-09T08:41:00.001-06:00

When we got out of the canyon heading to my grandmothers I noticed how bad the wind was. I mentioned to Eric I hadn't ever noticed it so strong in this area before. As we arrived to my grandmothers we walked onto the patio to see this....

After pulling out the chainsaw and moving all of the limbs we discovered the iron chair had now been turned into this....

Thank goodness Heavenly Father was watching over everyone. My cousin was sitting in this chair reading when she heard the crack and jumped up and moved and my other cousin's little children where playing out here on this patio just moments before. It could have been a disaster and changed the entire tone of our wonderful weekend. But it wasn't meant to be. We apparently just needed some extra firewood.

My little artist'...

2011-08-09T08:26:00.000-06:00

Guido wanted to draw a picture for the raffle that we do every year at the reunion. I told him okay and we found him the appropriate picture to draw. It is one of the old store and cafe my Grandmother and Grandfather Jensen owned. The picture has great meaning to all and Guido did a great job.

He did a wonderful job on it and there wasn't a dry eye when anyone looked at it. I was very proud that he took some time from his summer to do this. They left this for one of the very last things to raffle which has a place of honor. Guido is very self conscious about his art although he has no reason to be. So I think this was a great boost for him.

Good Job Guido, You did an Amazing job!!!!!

Delta, Delta, Delta......

2011-08-09T08:15:00.000-06:00

What a weekend. There is not much more in this world that I enjoy then spending time with my family. From hanging out at the pool, to late nights and laughs by the fire, all of the joyous tears and of coarse the amazing food. This year the Anderson family did not disappoint and what an enjoyable time.

Fire starting competition. It was so intense.

The Johnson family singers. Every year my grandmother gets upset because we won't get up and sing. This year we surprised her by all getting up and signing "Proud to be an American." Just for her.

A new tire swing and the kids didn't leave it all weekend.

Johnson Great-Grandchildren- Utah Chapter

Me and my everythings

Finally got the kid to smile.

Uncle Brett and the baby

My sweet, moody teenager.

Katyana and Aunt Jenny

Eric and the sister-wives

The remaining sisters. Nana, Doreen, Bonnie, Zara, Vonda

Honoring all the troops.

Uniforms of our ancestors

My grandfathers medals from WWII.

Johnson's 2011

Stanton Kids 2011

I did it.....

2011-08-09T07:40:00.000-06:00

Several years ago I told my Uncle I was going to run down the mountain with him. This year

I DID IT!!!

Although without my Uncle. I did it all on my own and I have to say it was one of the most amazing experiences ever. For many years I have made excuses. I can't do it because.....

But this year when I woke up on Friday morning, after saying my morning prayers, I looked at my running shoes. Put them on and off I went. It was so peaceful and energizing.

The long road behind me. I took this just as I began to get into town.

View from the top. This is the view of the valley from one of the foothills. As you begin to leave the canyon.

I was so glad I finally put faith in myself to take this goal on. It was 4.9 miles from our trailer in the canyon to my grandmothers home. It was so empowering to me that the feeling of that first trip down the canyon is going to sustain me for some time. My goal is to run up it next year.

Must be a bunch of hippies living there....

2011-07-31T15:55:00.000-06:00

This coming weekend is the Jensen family reunion. All my life I have looked forward to the reunion and this year is no different. Each year whatever family is in charge decides on a theme and then plans the events around whatever the theme might be. This year we are attending......

Operation Camp Jensen

The Johnson family was assigned the Delta group with our color being orange. My cousin and I got our heads together to try and decide on some shirts for our family when all we could find was this....

I was like not only no...but heck no. There is no way I am wearing that shirt.Nor will I spend 1 cent on it let alone $8.00. So we decided we would tie dye our own shirts. My cousin said he was not going to wear one because they were anti-military, and that is fine with me. He can go ahead and wear one of these ugly camo numbers while we all wear these cute creations....

Little Coen's tie dyed onesy!!!

Thank goodness for all the railings on my front porch

I love all the different designs

56 shirt's in all...

After our pool day last week my wonderful sisters-in-law, Ane, and my Mom all got together and we tied and tied and tied. It was so much fun to see how they all turned out and I have to say a much prettier color. I can't wait to see everyone all together wearing them. Good times, good times indeed!!!

Happy Birthday Uncle Rockhead!!!

2011-07-29T07:29:00.000-06:00

For your birthday I thought we could take a walk down memory lane......

Family Reunion in Mt. Pleasant

The first time you met Guido.

Hanging with the family


Having fun with your big brother.

So many wonderful memories, so many good times. John, we wish you a wonderful birthday and hope you know that there is not one day that goes by that we do not think about and miss you.

Happy Birthday!

We love you!!!

Whose this guy I married.....

2011-07-28T06:47:00.001-06:00

I always thought I was the strong one in our marriage, the leader, the one who was in control. Little by little I have found that Eric and I have equaled out. When we were first married Eric was very passive, quiet and shy. He wouldn't talk to a stranger unless he had to and then only very minimal. However, in the past 19 years he has morphed into this strong, assertive man that I love even more. It amazes me.
Example: We were at Walmart. We ran into one of my co-workers. I introduced Eric and we went about our business. Later as we were leaving I ran into another co-worker as well as the first one. We were all at the Redbox. I walked outside to talk to the second co-worker and apparently Eric had an entire conversation with the first co-worker.. I was told by this person, you husband is so funny, and knowledgeable. Of coarse I already knew that.
I am so thankful for my love, for my funny guy. He is so loving and supportive of me in everything I do. I laugh sometimes when I hear friends and co-workers complain about how their husbands have changed since they have been married. I always tell them. My husband has changed, only it's for the better.

2011-07-24T18:27:00.001-06:00

Last night I had about had enough. I decided I was going to privatize my account. That was it, enough was enough. Why, was I so upset you ask? Because I had a certain person visit my blog numerous times yesterday. Over and over they visited. This person does not interact with me in anyway. They take everything I say and twist it around so that it is against them. Well I was about done and actually took the steps to privatize my account.
That is until today. I was talking with a friend of mine on Facebook. This is a friend that I met through blogging. She read one of my posts about my childhood that I wrote years ago. We have become really good friends and although we have never met, she and I have become a great support to each other. She reminded me that we would have never found one another had either of us had private blogs and also reminded me of how many other people I have helped through sharing what I have gone through.
So to you, the person who keeps stalking my blog. If you don't like what I write on here quit reading it. I do not ask you to read it. I am not going to edit what I write because you might think it is about you. If you choose to read what I write and have a problem with it be an adult and openly talk to me about it instead of running to others and complaining or whining about it. Everything I say is not directed towards you. My life, energy and thoughts are seldom about you.

Pioneers: Followers of Jesus Christ

2011-07-24T17:56:00.000-06:00

Each year as the State of Utah celebrates "Pioneer Day" I cannot help but reflect on how proud I am of my heritage. Whenever I hear stories of the struggles that the pioneers went through I cannot help but be humbled. It makes me realize that my trials are not as bad, that I could not begin to imagine what a real struggle might be. Thinking of what my ancestors as well as so many others went through to bring themselves here to Utah, renews my strength and faith in Heavenly Father.

Happy Pioneer Day.....

2011-07-23T21:04:00.000-06:00

What to do? What to do ?

2011-07-22T07:03:00.001-06:00

I have to take a potluck dish to a party this weekend and I am trying to decide which one of these beautiful culinary masterpieces to take.......

Corn Dog Casserole- This is the light version sans the processed cheese topping.

Popper Pie-I think I would use black beans instead of re-fried, to give it just a little bit classier touch.


Velveeta Fudge Squares- Yuck...Nuts!!!Why do people always think they have to put nuts in everything ? I definitely would leave out the nuts.

Health is like money......

2011-07-21T06:08:00.005-06:00

We never have a true idea of it's value until we lose it.~ Josh Billings

This is a picture of me a little less then two years ago. That is probably one of the most unhealthiest points I had been in at my life. Both emotionally and physically. I know now personally how weight is controlled by your emotions and what you are keeping inside of yourself. It is so important to be able to keep both your emotional well being in check to benefit your physical health. I am so thankful to have finally been able to discover and deal with that.

I have so many people ask me what I am doing, what diet I am on, what exercises I am doing and when I tell them nothing. They don't believe me. People have thought I have had a variety of different weight loss surgeries but I haven't.

What I have done is allowed myself to forgive.I put my faith in Heavenly Father to guide me through what I needed to see and be taught. I have allowed myself to let go of the abusive treatment I have gone through and no longer allowed it to control me. Once I began to open the drawers that I needed to and look at what was inside them, I realized it was okay. I am no longer an child. I don't have to take abuse or be treated badly by anyone. After I really began to believe and understand that. Once I was able to control that for myself, the weight just began to leave. It is kind of like each memory weighs a pound and each one I remember, process, and control. Goes away.

I have lost and gained weight back and forth for years but this time it is different, this time I can feel it's gone. I believe that is because I am also taking control of those current people in my life that I have difficult relationships with. I think because I didn't have those memories from my childhood, I was allowing the people around me to fill them with memories, good or bad as long as it was some sort of familiar memory. Which I realized is not healthy and is no longer being allowed. I want healthy relationships, for a healthy me.

I couldn't be more thankful for those that have helped me along the way. Those that have been there to support me through all of the tears and the pain and actually those who haven't . Because they make me stronger, healthier me.

Happy Birthday Little Man....

2011-07-13T07:59:00.001-06:00

Happy Birthday 2010

Mikey, Guido, and Tiko

Decorating gingerbread houses

Tiko, and the blanket of many colors

Tiko and is creations

Tiko- the terminator

It doesn't matter what we are doing Tiko loves to come be a part of the family. When he leaves our house he asks when is the next time he can come over. He and Guido are more like brothers then cousins.Even though they are separated by six years Guido will take him along like he is one of the gang.

We sure do love you you Tiko... Happy Birthday!!!

Oh summer night.....

2011-07-10T08:29:00.000-06:00

What a beautiful night...we took the kiddos (happened to be two of my brother Chris' this week), Ane, the sister-wife, Koddie and toddled off to the the Amphitheater in AF to listen to the Kansas concert and watch fireworks. Love these great times when we can enjoy family, friends, and an amazing concert all at the same time. Although, I don't think the kids enjoyed the concert as much as we did, but they had fun anyway. Except.....


Guido the Grump (not really)

Me and my love

Gotta love the glow- sticks

Little poser

Really it was a gorgeous summer night, one of those you dream about.

I would have never guessed....

2011-07-08T08:34:00.001-06:00

Initially I was so excited because I thought I was going to be able to buy this ginormous beef hot dog ,

for only 50 cents.

Wow!!! I could feed the hungry,

Holy crap!!! What a steal, I wonder how they stay in business.

Oh wait.... Not actual size. Darn it!!!

And...why do I care???

I don't eat beef nor hotdogs.
So 50 cents or not I wouldn't buy one anyway.

The Freedom To...

2011-07-03T15:07:00.003-06:00

I cannot begin to list the freedoms that I am grateful for, there are so very many...

How You Can Spot A Republican: A Joke

2011-07-01T08:50:00.007-06:00

Provo Freedom Festival Balloon Fest 2011

No matter what side of the political line you may fall this is just funny.....

A woman in a hot air balloon realized she was lost. She lowered her altitude and spotted a man in a boat below. She shouted to him, "Excuse me, can you help me? I promised a friend I would meet him an hour ago, but I don't know where I am."

The man consulted his portable GPS and replied, "You're in a hot air balloon, approximately 30 feet above ground elevation of 2,346 feet above sea level. You are at 31 degrees, 14.97 minutes north latitude and 100 degrees, 49.09 minutes west longitude.
"She rolled her eyes and said, "You must be an Obama Democrat."
"I am," replied the man. "How did you know?"
"Well," answered the balloonist, "everything you told me is technically correct. But I have no idea what to do with your information, and I'm still lost. Frankly, you've not been much help to me."
The man smiled and responded, "You must be a Republican."
"I am," replied the balloonist. "How did you know?"
"Well," said the man, "you don't know where you are or where you are going. You've risen to where you are due to a large quantity of hot air. You made a promise you have no idea how to keep, and you expect me to solve your problem. You're in exactly the same position you were in before we met, but somehow, now it's my fault."
~Thanks Ted

Wordless Wednesday....

2011-06-22T00:06:00.004-06:00

So far from the chicken dance.....

2011-06-20T19:03:00.000-06:00

2007


2011

Kenya has grow up so much. She has become so elegant and beautiful when she gets on the ice. I remember seeing her first skating performance so many years ago.
Despite the emotional week she has had, this little girl went out and gave an amazing performance. Looking around there were tears in the eyes of many people in the audience. Her parents would be so very proud. I was so glad I could be there to support her tonight.

Love you sweetie you did an incredible job!!!

A camping we will go....

2011-06-17T08:20:00.000-06:00

An ode to all of those mothers (or fathers) who love to have their children go off to camp. I get through it with lots of laughter (and lots of prayers)
Dear Mom,

Our Scoutmaster told us all to write to our parents in case you saw the flood on TV and worried. We are OK. Only one of our tents and two sleeping bags got washed away. Luckily, none of us got drowned because we were all up on the mountain looking for Chad when it happened. Oh yes, please call Chad's mother and tell her that he's OK. He can't write because of the cast. I got to ride on one of the search and rescue jeeps. It was neat. We never would have found him in the dark if it hadn't been for the lightning. Scoutmaster Webb got mad at Chad for going on a hike alone without telling anyone. Chad said he did tell him, but it was during the fire so he probably didn't hear him. Did you know that if you put a gas can on a fire, the gas can will blow up? Billy is going to look weird until his hair grows back. We will be home on Saturday if Scoutmaster Webb gets the car fixed. It wasn't his fault about the wreck. The brakes worked OK when we left. Scoutmaster Webb said that with a car that old you to have to expect something to break down; that's probably why he can't get insurance on it. We think it's a neat car. He doesn't care if we get it dirty, and if it's hot, sometimes he lets us ride in the tailgate. It gets pretty hot with ten people in a car. Scoutmaster Webb is a neat guy. Don't worry, he is a good driver. In fact, he is teaching Terry how to drive. But he only lets him drive on the mountain roads where there isn't any traffic. All we ever see up there are logging trucks. Guess what? We have all passed our first aid merit badges. When Dave dove in the lake and cut his arm, we got to see how a tourniquet works. Also, Wade and I threw up. Scoutmaster Webb said it probably was just food poisoning from the leftover chicken. He said they got sick that way with the food they ate in prison. I'm so glad he got out and became our scoutmaster. He said he sure figured out how to get things done better while he was doing his time. I have to go now. We are going into town to mail our letters and buy bullets. Don't worry about anything. We are fine.

Love, Guido

P. S. How long has it been since I had a tetanus shot

Maintaining a firm stance....

2011-06-17T07:47:00.000-06:00

"It requires courage to make good choices, even when others around us choose differently. As we make righteous choices day by day in little things, the Lord will strengthen us and help us choose the right during more difficult times. "The teachings and values we cherish the most are not embraced by a secular world. To maintain a firm stance for ourselves and our children, the message of the restored gospel must be firmly planted in our hearts and taught in our homes."~W. Craig Zwick, "We Will Not Yield, We Cannot Yield," Ensign, May 2008, 98

I am so proud of my boy, this entire group of boys for that matter. It amazes me how as they have grown older and are becoming teenagers, they still hold strong to what they believe in. They support and defend one another and the values they believe in. Guido is so blessed to have such great friends and a great support system. We as parents are so blessed he has such great friends. I look at one of his cousins, he is a little older then Guido, but he doesn't have this strong group of friends. They are involved in things that are unclean and immoral and it is so sad to see for such a sweet, smart young boy. His parents are not involved in the church so he has not been taught how to make those good choices or how to have the strength to stand behind them. It is interesting because you will hear him talk about going to seminary in one sentence and then dog on the church in the next. I know this boy is a good kid, hopefully one day he will be able to find that strength for himself. I wish he were able to be around Guido more, what a good role model he could be for him.

Moments That Matter Most

2011-06-15T21:27:00.001-06:00

Beautiful Reminder...

Word-free Wednesday...

2011-06-15T07:05:00.001-06:00

These orchids are blooming around our pond. They bloom in the morning and are dead by the next day. Sharing their beauty with us just moments.